It's Complicated

Season Love

Posted on May 02,2020

Am I Dreaming? Is that really Arjun!? What should I reply him? Yak propose madha? Ee thara 100 of question ithu, but Swalpa thale use madi reply madhe.

Me: ?

Arjun: I really love you

Me: Yaradru Dare kotra Propose madakke? ( yak andre ee Quarantine nali hege pink day, black day, blue day…Antha time pass madthidaro ah time nali summer holidays spend madokke dare kodthidru)

Arjun: actually yes! Nan friends dare kothiddu.

My Mind: Ala ee hudguru yarge bekadru propose madthara antha anusthu, (are you mad, don't you have some sense antha text madbeku antha decide madde) but madidu

Me: it's okay, I can understand 😂.

Avnu text nodida but reply illa, Nanu jasthi attention kodlila.

March 15th.

Bullet bike andre nange hucchu! Adunna status ge hakidde, Arjun reply madida ( bega reply madudre en think madthano antha swalpa time bitu reply madide)
Avnu casual hage text madida to comfort me. Sudden aagi en aythu gothila he texted me something.

Arjun: please block me.

(My mind: hucha! Yav mental hospital nali idhno )

Me: why? What happened?

Arjun: please just block me.

Me: see I'm not going to block anyone nor stopping anyone from blocking me. (Antha heli back bandhe, avanu nan number block madida. Nange confusion start aythu but I was least bothered to ask why he blocked me)

Mane indha stress! most of my friends tution join aadru but nan aagila antha.
Nam ellar maneli hege andre stomach pain bandre ammandirinda first baro dialogue gee mobile idkond kooru stomach pain ala ella pain barutthe. Eno pa stomach pain gu cell phone use madakku logic illa. ( maybe my mom's logic).

One more interesting vishya enadre,
Namge weekly 3 lab irthitthu, finish madi baro asthrali nan desk below iro space nalli one letter and chocolates idthidru! Yar adhu anno curiosity nange after every lab I used to get the letters. Sometimes meet hagoku helthidru but never accepted who it was. Even today I don't know who used to write those letters😂 and keep chocolate for me!

2nd year of PU, nothing was like before nam friends ge bere friends sikidru maybe because of tuitions they were colse even KM kuda avanigu ella friends Equally important. He got one more girl best friend in tution Nange swalpa jealous aythu! Yarg thane aagala.

Me and Arjun same lab and some how we became little close. Arjun hege andre 4.30 ge class bitre 4.31 he used towards ground avnu volleyball player, yargu kuda wait madthirlila but everyone started noticing he was waiting for someone everyday obviously for me I'm his best friend.

Avn nanannu treat mado reethi change aythu, He always said I'm more than a friend to him.

September 2nd nan friends, classmates yallaru against idru, KM was not ok with Arjun they hatted each other now. So I took time to think.

September 9th State level chess selection match and That day Arjun proposed me for real and I liked him too, finally we were in relationship and everyone where against us.

Namge CS lab nali slno: prakara kurbeku and Arjun wanted to sit next to me I was 74 and Arjun 72 Nam middle nali 73(Rohit), Arjun avnge bere place nali kurake heli Arjun nan pakka kutha. Rohit argue madlila, avathu navu noted advi later on my parents got to know, basically everyone where Against.

Km kuda ega mathadthila and it was my birthday nan family hache hogbeda antha restrictions madidru. Avnu nan birthday day gift kodoke wait madthida avnge call madi mathadake aagala so avnu roda picture kalsthida nanu yav road antha helthide hage gift kottu hoda nanu manege bandu gift open madide. I was crying and somehow I called him onde gold earing ide antha helde avnu aduke adu earing ala nose ring andha (I was happy but I would never wear nose ring I thought it was old fashion) and his thinking was so different I never saw anyone gifting Nose ring to a girl.

Night nan best friend KM wish madha (swalpa bega aythu alva). Anyhow he was not well nanu en react madlila and that was the last day we ever texted.
Next day nan cell phone nam sir ge kothe thubha scene aagithu. Nan hegadru madi mangalore nali irbeku after my PU anode nan aim aagithu. Arjun kooda full support madthida and day's passed final exams start aythu I wanted to score well ella exam ge 3-4 am yavrgu odhthide just to score good marks and stay in mangalore.

Exams aythu and next day nan cell phone sikthu, 1month admele CET exam so I have only one month time with me to be with him because CET you never know what happens. Ega adu aythu, I was in Sakleshpur with my whole family (once in a year we come to Sakleshpur for fest).
Same day result! Whole family Idare and I was scared. Ellaru bere makklu result ge wait madadu and I got 75% same as 10th. Swalpa dina dale CET result kooda announce aythu.
Nanu mathe Arjun same college join hagoke plan madidvi.
Fisrt round nalli ibrugu bere college sikthu, we were tensed nan maneli mangalore beda antha decide madidru but avrge gothiladale nanu mangalore nali iro yella college hakidde.

Second round result announce aythu avnge nav decide madid college sikthu but nan first round na same college sikthu and we lost hope long distance relationship doesn't work antha gothu.

Third round ge college name hakide but result ge inu time ithu. Nav school friend one day night out plan madi friends manege hogidvi morning sudden aagi amma call madidru nan cousin school nali function so drop madoke, Drop madi nanu nan friend (Hafee) petrol bunk ge hogi baruvaga we met with a Accident I went blank before I know what happened I fell unconscious she was scared seeing me nan biddiro force ge brain damage aagithu, I couldn't walk because nan thigh holage glass piece ithu, left shoulder fracture and right hand couldn't be lifted.
I was again taken to hospital nange attack start aythu because of Head injury and Arjun was not aware of anything after some days I was shifted back to my home. Arjun ge call madide, He wanted to come and see me but situation worst aago chance jasthi ithu. Accident aagi 2weeks aythu.

Nan estu Unlucky ala? Second round avrge college start aagi one week aythu and nanu sikidh college bithu appa amman viruda 3rd Round ge wait madthide. Arjun Ge college set aagithu and he got his favorite stream and nange same college sikidre okay! Else yav college siguthe aduke hogbeku.

Third Round results announced aythu….!

Did we get into same college or not? We will see in Next part.